Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Travel thoughts?

So this time I'm on the way to Hong Kong. ETA about 1 hour to landing time. Haven't seen Tiffany in more than 6 months. Going to spend the next four days with her. Really excited, cause recently I've been feeling like the many korean friendships I have built over the last 5 months have been strained. Makes sense, we aren't able to have many years to built a stable relationships in order to sustain obstacles and trials. On top of all that we are in one of the most vulnerable time of our lives because we are far from the aforementioned friends and family. So basically I'm glad to see Tiffany. Who knows most of my flaws so we don't have to start fresh. Lol

A lot has happened in the past 5 months that at the least would count as extremely life changing. Lol nothing to really laugh at there except the understatement of life changing. Came to find me, be me and see if I could try and tackle some of these age old "issues". Hard to imagine how I managed to add more to my free for all plate.
One thing I accepted about myself, is that I will forever be the shoulder. I live my life happy to be the support of my friends. I just need to know who I am and how to love myself at the same time.
I'm currently easing myself off the nortrypaline I've been on the last 3 years. The goal is my 26th birthday, makes sense since it should end where it started. The sudden truth of being in my "late" 20's is slowly settling down. The two things that help me deal with this, is the fact that I can say I saw my dream and went for it. Consequences and all, there might be a lot I will look back on but I will never regret coming to Korea. This feeling is similar to the one I felt the day I decided I was going back to York to finish what I started. I knew it's a path I've chosen to go and am going to embrace it, fears and obstacles included.
The second is the fact that my best friends have all stuck by me and stand there guarding me while I'm taking time away from them to work on me. Many things have continued in their lives as well but they do nothing but encourage me with their love and support. I love you girls and wouldn't trade you guys for anyone(period).

Now, I need to start sorting out the massive pile of mess I have on my plate. One thing at a time. Hold me to it, because its a promise.

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