Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Sometimes it lasts in love and sometimes it hurts instead...

Why does everything seem like its falling on me, what do you do now? What do you want? What do you need? Whats your next move? Figure it out...
If I knew how to get myself out of this situation I would have not allowed the journey down this road to happen. If I was able to make black and white decisions when it comes to love I would be inhuman. Not everything is 1+1=2 not everything can be reasoned and logically worked out. Sometimes you just don't know
I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T KNOW
Everything else is trivial at this point... I just want to feel without hurting...
please if it can be fix.. fix me, take it all away and let me smile without wanting to put forth a strong front and just let me cry without trying to stop myself...
feeling on the brink of destruction and the target is me... I've always shown myself to be resilient, committed, and loving. I'm tired of being that person, someone come and be my rock. I need a rock so I can just stop...

lead me through this darkness, give me strength, give me hope...

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