Its a weird feeling when you're acquainted with people who you enjoy their company and they're good people but in Korea everyone is exactly that. I should say most... that's the ending point. As far as it'll ever go and I find that sad and uninspiring. We are always encouraged to make the best out of anything and lemonade with lemons lol but why can't people not connect when they know there is no future.
... investment...
We've been taught to look for returns, and a one year friendship isn't enough for people to open themselves up. Feels guarded and in turn a bit lacking... of course everyone shares with each other because we need human contact but nothing they say ever makes it really better until you hear from someone at home. Someone you know that will be there when you return, who will stay constant in your life.
Met a few people here I would invest, or is invested in. They keep me sane and happy. Lucky me United States isn't too far out from Canada eh!
This may sound incoherent as I'm running on close to zero sleep this week and lots of pain... exhausted!
T-Minus 2.2 hours til doctors, Korean class, MDream volunteer appreciation night and ice bar (where your cups are made from ice and when you finish your drink, you throw it at a target...lol yay~)
